Sembreak has not really been sembreak for me. I still have my hands full, grades not released yet, so I don't clearly see the reason to take off my nursing whites and go back to being mentally retarded. (Or do I, really? lol)
Surprisingly, my eating habits have shifted from 'eat when you feel it' to 'one meal only coz I'm not in the mood and I just tend to forget.' Hahaha. This is contrary to my usual habit, which can be summed up to one word that a dear friend of mine- Christian- coined as, 'Polymacrophagia (eating too much)'.
Nah, I can't be too sure, maybe I'm just darn happy that my moods are improving, now that I do not need to cut my sleeping time just to flip through Microbiology and Parasitology by Robert Brown with my eyelids flipping as quickly, hahaha. Sheesh, those fungi, viruses, bacteria...whatever they are, so muiniscule, yet our grades depend on them! Arrgghh.
Or maybe make like Sir Rabago, shave my head, and meditate on the Reproductive System in the Anatomy and Physiology manual (oh, so that's how it looks like!) at 230 am sharp until the exam begins at 730 (all of which I have done- except the shaving head thing, just a delicious thought as I am sincerely inspired by my teacher's super genius brain- but not the hairdo though, hahahahaha).
But don't be too hasty to conclude that I hate these subjects I'm dealing with. On the contrary I have great love for these subjects (nerd!). I can't help hating them though, especially when it's a rushy task, which I so do not agree with. Dealing with these oh-so-lovable subjects is like eating a plate of good old spaghetti- it takes time to enjoy, coz cramming it all in spoils the great experience (unless you're one of those freakos who have no taste buds whatsoever for great cuisine).
Anyway, after friday probably my ma and I will be out in Pangasinan to visit her dead ma, my grandma, apparently, whom I never had the chance of meeting anytime in my 19 years of living. Hehe. But I heard that she's very pretty and multitalented, if that can serve as a reason for loving her at least. (Bad bad peachie!)
The beginning of sembreak has brought me mostly exciting events. They're not all filled with gaiety, but I can certainly type here that they're all great learning opportunities.
I made three new friends in my 15-hour makeup duty. No, that's not all about putting on cosmetics as a form of labor, people- it's nursing stuff where in you have to do various forms of patient care during that period of time.
Nilagay ako sa charity ward nung una, 5 hours. Next day, sa private naman, 10 hours. Now from the experience I'd say na it's more fulfilling for me to do duty sa charity, kasi dun mas malaya ka, mas mababait at friendly ang pasyente. At dahil dito feel ko mas maraming natututunan sa charity ward. Hayun.
Speaking of friends, today I had no choice but to turn down my good friend Osmond's invite to watch a movie in gateway (sayang, I had been wanting to watch the departed p man din, hay). I had no choice, coz my ma didn't want me to go anywhere. I laughed a lot when Os called me through his cell and said, "Ano ka ba? 18 ka na! Mag-commute ka na mag-isa, kaya mo yan." And I was like (in ma's presence), "19 na ko!" And he went on, "O sorry, correction- 19 ka na!" But ma won as always, obedience is the first law nga daw. And she was too relaxed to make an effort to take me to gateway. Haha.
Oh well. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Besides, tomorrow is enrollment day, and have to be there early so that I can finish up early too, early bird rule, hehe. Which makes me wonder how things are going for them as they are now one person short of fun, hahaha! (Nah, I hope not...)
Moa trips. Grabe, dami ko niyan. Pero take note, hindi naman ako splurgee- kuripot nga ako eh. I love window shopping and giving my fashion views to my girl friends (if any, haha!) un lang.
Yet one day I happened to see this beautiful white top with a hood- an outfit that fitted me, coz to me the outfit stated, 'I might give you an impression of me being a bad girl. Or maybe not. But anyhow you wouldn't wanna mess with me, coz I'm still a girl.' Oo na, that's just me dictating that, but had it not been that expensive I would have thought about buying it (is this really me talking fashion here? Man, I'm changing...hahaha).
My cell's so alive these days. I am very happy to have my inbox singing out 'SIM memory 95% full' countless times since the 14th. :) Goodbye for now, nursing life! *digs a hole deep into the ground* Hello there, social life! (Ganun na nga ba un?! hahaha! No, but honestly it has been a busy life for me, work work work!).
I have a baby in the house! Awoo! Literally that way, coz he's a puppy, a shihtzu (for those who are in the know, it's a princess cut, not the standard size). Name's Lebron (as proposed by my bro, although I struck hard with Adobo...bakit ba, cute naman ah!!!). Recently, I am introduced to a life of scheduled feeding, cleaning, mopping, petting, hugging, and sermoning blues with this cute little monster worth 18000 in the local market. Kinda like having a newborn baby in the house minus the conception process. Kinda like a real-life tamagotchi. Hehehe.
But despite the extra work, I have no regrets whatsoever, coz he's honestly a cutesy helpless pup. The family obviously loves him.
Books at hand: Bible (NT) and Nurse's Guide (kinda like a skills lecture pocketbook)
Soundtrip galore!!! I have recent faves, inalis ko na ang alikabok sa gitara, bumili ng new songhits, at tumugtog. Downloads rin, happy...some of my faves as of now- Unfaithful by Rihanna, Have I Told You Lately by Rod Stewart, You Don't Know Me, Sway, Save The Last Dance by Michael Buble (Herschel, adik na ko sa songs niya!!!), Beer by Itchyworms, Doobidoo by Kamikaze, Yakap sa Dilim by Orange and Lemons...aaaaaa ang dami!!!
Gumagaling na ko sa O2 mania ko! Arianne my anak! Konti na lang at hahamunin na kita ulit! Bwahahahaha! Akala ko wla na kong pag-asa! So far I am practicing Bride in Dream Normal x4 very intently, para gumanda ang reflexes ko for that bashthekeyboard,slowpoke! game. And maybe, just maybe, I can go somewhere farther...
Ok, on the next stuffs...
After today I don't want to expect on November 4. Cob scheduled a go-see each other. I would like to have joining that as an option. But I don't really like getting disappointed so I'll just see how things go on that day. Then I'll ask ma if she feels like approving.
Also, I have this invite for Hanna's debut on friday, Oct. 27. Ma did not allow me, coz as a rule, no parties with uste ppl (and it still stands- teka, second yr na ko ah...hmm). But she did allow me to see Rep instead...sabi ni pareng JR we'll try a new thing daw on G4 (ewan at malay ko pa kung paano, wat tym, at cno2 ang ksma), play my new groove in the arcade daw (you'll have to go one-on-one with me to find out), and indulge in some extra special food before going home.
I am tempted to go with the positive feeling na tutuloy kami ni Repa, pero I don't want to anticipate coz un nga, ang inay ko, unpredictable like me, hahaha. Haay, kung alam niyo lang, three years from now (four at most) I will be leaving this country na as the whole family wants, ano pa ba ang gusto niya? Hay nko...
Bondings...
Grabe, nagiging close ako sa pamilya ko. Recently, more free time has given me more chances of bonding with my shoti Albert, talk and play PS with David, chatty with Shane, exchange dialogues with Sahia and Nin, be Ma's tagabuhat in grocery shopping, critic sa clothes shopping, katawanan sa kusina, at katabi sa pagtulog...ah, by the way, there's also that piling laundry of mine that needs to get done...but how to fight laziness, you tell me!
So far, friends I have spent time with after sembreak: KR (sobra tlg! salamat sa experience), Shuri, Jreppy (sawa n ko sa pagmumukha mo, pero malay ko ba, can't get enough of you, bwahahaha), Christian (lunch lang ito kaya bitin, ano baaa) Jordy (the gifted mama), Julie, Syrille, Ian, Krystelle (thank you sa oras at fun sa fountain), Andrew (sorry but I had to be cruel), Stephanie (thanks for being open and a great sport dun sa pranka namin ni Christelle)
Friends I desperately need to see: Tiffany, Therese, Bern, Des...and yah, Os- but I have to resched pa, haha! For those I'll be seeing on the 4th, I do hope I can come so that we can talk about what's up! I miss you all!
O, yan na...cge cge. :) God bless y'all.
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