As much as I hate to say it, I think I'm having to much of a good time recently. Too much that I feel unsettled with the imbalance, hehehehe...such condition is not good.
I don't want to be a killjoy or return to my solitude lifestyle, but I just think that I should exercise some self-control on my part. I know myself too well to understand that I am going beyond the capacity of my human self (weirdo). I cannot go 'blaming the environment' for being too conducive for some good-old self-gratification.
My closest friends should know: like most of us in the circle, peach is an adventurer at heart. And to state it simply, I think I'm committing 'overindulgence.' My next step to this now is to resolve to take advantage of what capacity I can humanly manage and do what I should with this fault of mine...
How, you may ask? Well I've been trying to avoid pinpointing the GCF (nyahahaha greatest common factor, yeah right, peach and math? eeeeeeew).
I just think I should stop seeing someone for a while. Yun lang. Kasi frankly the fault is all mine. It's my issue to address. I should keep my head (and myself, come on) on the course I am in. Do my duties. Keep me sane. Keep me busy and interested with med-surg, etc.
And above all, put myself together and go back to my routine of daily spiritual nourishment, which kind of slipped off since I started this addicting habit of going away, hehehehe. As I had proclaimed to myself one bright weekend morning, I just can't- and don't- want to be without God- ever!!! I will be empty again if so.
And as I have committed myself into a personal relationship with Him (na sana noon ko pa hinangad) dapat di ba in-uupdate ko yung sarili ko, as in make contact every beautiful day He gives? Ayun...and I don't like the idea na mas pinipili ko pang habaan ang oras ko with some others when I lack so much time for the Lord who deserves all the glory, duh.
Ayan tuloy, I'm getting more stressed more often...and I feel that I am losing my focus on the race of life...
So I'm trying my best to veer myself away from my overindulgence. Abstinence kung baga. Just to reshift my focus back to the Big Boss, si Itay.
The big question is, how long can I hold up to this? Aaaaaa Lord!!!!
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nasan na yung chatbox =((
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