Perhaps it really takes time to train yourself to be perfectly honest with me.
I don't know if I'm being the hindrance. Or maybe you.
But it hurts to realize that, after everything we've been through, you still cannot bring yourself to be honest to me.
Thankfully, you're such a bad liar that I see through the poor attempts you make to mask it.
I always want to express to you how much I care and how much I love you.
I love you, I really do. I've proven that to you in such a way that even I cannot fully rationalize.
But how can I completely express that when you don't even want to believe it?
You say you love me, and that I mean so much to you.
But you can't even bring yourself to trust me with that.
Well, maybe it takes time. When will that be?
...
When I'm crying in front of you because of the hurt?
...
Or when I've said goodbye to you-
...forever?
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