if only...

No, Peach isn't talking about that Jennifer Love movie...just wondering if circumstances were different from what they are now...if I would be happier.

I am now on this reflecting level of thinking...I go through that process often, especially when I am faced with several decisions, options...just a while ago my seatmate had called me for five times until I heard her, coz i had my head in the clouds then...hmm...

I am sad of the fact that I am obliged to conform with my co-nursing studs in getting really excellent grades, not the good enough grades that I usually smile about before, coz i think that means i did ok...I am sad that most of my real berkz have gone- or are going- separate ways. It is not something we really intend, by there's the truth of it. We all come and go...and I am sad about it. It took two sems for me to get used to the absence of my sj pals here in ust, in fact.

Just this afternoon in English class my teacher revealed to me that our class will be spending four years together, no changing of groups (as in)! We have no choice but to settle disagreements, if any..

But I soo do not like my class- generally. They're soo uncooperative with our leaders, they do not listen to instructions and think that all is a game! sheesh...

But I will have to deal with them if I want to go to the next level of nursing...the art of healing! hahahahaha

ok, ok stop na nga ako...hmmm....