Adventures of the Wild (Part 2)

Daylight. My eyes' worst enemy. Woke up on the upper deck of my bed, head spinning with my ma hitting me with a fan just to get me to rise. Which I did, coz I had to iron my uniform pa. Awww. Lazy mode...

So! I jumped down from the arms of slumber and began to iron. I rarely use the iron there so un e di hindi ko alam...hindo ko tinesting ung init, pagplantsa kong ganun sa left sleeve ng CHN uniform ko...nalusaw ung threads at nabutas! Aaaaaaaaaaaaa! *Aling isiiiiing!!!!* XO

Lesson for the day: Strike while the iron while it's hot. But check the heat, damit! (no pun intended wahahahaha)

So hinatid na ko ni Ma, hayun, tapos on the way to the Med bldg sumagi na naman sa isip ko si Mark, kung nandun na naman sa taas, super aga as ever, then bigla na lang, as if reading my thoughts, may pangit na tumawag ng aking napakagandang ngalan from behind pagpasok ko ng bldg. I didn't even need to see (though I was completely caught off-guard: ayan na, speaking of the devil, si Mark (hehehe).

Tpos ngpsama ako sa kanya kumain ng almusal sa BK, then akyat na kami.

...then breaktime. Naglaro kami dun sa skills lab habang ala ung next prof.Of course as usual bad si Mark. May hospital bed kasi dun for demo purposes only. Eh napagtripan namin. Humiga ako dun sa bed at nagkumot pa for trips. Tpos bigla na lang si Mark binalutan ako ng kumot up to the head!

At aba, naki-ride ang grupo sa pag-mourn sa akin a la postmortem!!! Kr umarte pang evil anakers ko, hahaha, 'patay' na ko tawa pa ng tawa, hahaha! Tpos biglang dumating ung prof, so biglang bangon and fix the linens (tuck it, fold it, flap it, stuff it, don't shake it! hahahaha).

I got 86 sa CHN exam, which I crammed only as in sa skul ko lang inaral with the group. I was feeling happy and hopeful that I got the highest when suddenly inanaounce in Lorenz na naka-88 (WHAT!!!) si Christian! Mark! I cannot accept it! Shave those points! Wahahaha! :P

Lunchtime. Mark and I had to go do our computer article search somewhere so humiwalay kami from the group. Dapat ang balak di na kami eat ni Christian kaso sige, daan kami Jolibee with a lot of time to spare- and ate a light meal.

Na-sad ako sa totoo lang when it was 1pm na, meaning computer discussion na. Awww...tpos bigla after prayer pinaalis rin kami!!! (I think bad mood si sir...I wonder...) but anyway we're free so yay! Steal chance to practice our practical exam sa PE na social dance. I have to say I am very very impressed and thankful for the efforts of Mark and Kr sa pagtuturo sa min ng sayaw for this, coz frankly, it got better with the mixing and new concepts (I particularly like the elvis-inspired move, hehehe).

And then babay uli. Now I'm here sa Malabon, may training ako 2m so I have to do time of shut-eye...my lover, sleep, awaits me (hehehe)...love y'all who read this...:)

Adventures of the Wild (Part 1)

June 27, 2006- I have been brimming with all my excitement like a lovelorn Juliet down the alley of a seemingly usual day since yesterday, just dying to write this entry because it's soo worth remembering.

So! I begin with the morning when the FX broke down (it happens) on the way to UST. My father came waaay later to try and fix it, much to our relief. But I was running late, so I braced myself for my lateness.

Fortunately, the sun was shining more brightly as usual on my side of the field, and the profs were not around to teach us for the whole morning (yey!). So sige. Eh nagpapasama si Jo sa sj to get his chimes (and etc). so ok naman un sa kin. Now at the time nandun rin mga potential salimpusas- Christian, Kr, and Syrille (moi kblockers), so with a bit o coaxing (esp with Mark) napasama na rin namin sila, hehehe. I was trying to hide my excitement over this rare and untimely adventure with them, but of course when this girl's happy it shows talaga, so what the heck...

E di yan, jeep kami to Arlegui then go to sj, pickup chimes. Then dahil may usapan pla si Leanne and Jonathan, e di nagkita sila sa loob. She was hanging around with Steve and Miss Tan when we arrived. Hindi na kami tumagal dun, Nagstop sa Quickee to wait sana for Ian, kaso d pla siya sama so tuloy kaming SM as agreed.

Ngayon e di anim kami, punta ng SM Mla, libot konti, then eat sa Wendy's. Si Jo bond (covalent or ionic? XP) with Leanne, si Kr at Syrille ang saya, ganda ng chemistry at same ang wavelength so magsama ang mga bruha, hahaha...so the unfortuante me had to do a full session with Mark na nilalaswa na naman ako (wahahaha patay na bulgar ka na!).XP

And then after a last stopover (cr), go na ulit with an hour to spare. Kasi naman ano, may Micropara at English pa. But then...fine...*kunot noo* SS:(

Pauwi nagtaxi kami- tabi sila ni Jo at Mark sa harap, ang cuute tlg, hahahaha! On the way puro jokers at tawanan na naman, hehehe. I love this bunch:

Si Jo siyempre from sj to UST anjan, so I need not describe it.

Si Kr recently lang nameet, but so far the past few weeks have been nothing but laugh trips with her around me.

Si Leanne sj friend yan, one of my first true friends there na super bait at super sweet tlg (naks!).

At si Christian kahit na sa totoo lang harassment tlg ang inaabot ko jan (huhuhu...163), well...of course he's very very dear to me (halata bang bumawi lang??? wahaha).:P

...now I'm thinking that there might just come a time when this new girl in the bunch Syrille will eventually become one of us, coz apparently, she's blending well with the group! :) And why not, she's nice...

Tapos yan na babay hapi trip na...well si Mark nagextention ng stay at nagdayalogo kami somewhere private and dark (ngek) before I had to let him go sa Espana gate.

Yun lang. Then Wild goes back to the real world of exam rechecks and quizzes on worms, hahaha...

Thank you's of the day...

Thank you...

Jonathan- ahia, I know lagi na lang tyo nag-aaway na parang aso't pusa, puro hirit to the max and as you say, lagi mo nga ako natatalo, at dinagdag mo pa kanina na nakakawalang-gana ang pagmumukha ko sa food! :P But you know well that my concern is yours as yours is mine. We do not agree with the sanity of the decisions we make, but then we stand by each other...you stand by me. Thank you. :)

Kr- Your Korean madness has got me wanting more...congrats pala sa iyong monumental achievement! You make me feel proud. But though you're an excellent fic author, I prefer to praise you more for the friendship that you give so generously kahit you deny doing so! Thanks!:)

Yanni- I know pinapagalitan tyo ni Mark sa ating obsession, but we have our time naman. Salamat sa oras this afternoon...honestly you're doing really great (better than me, I'd say) in 02 jammin! Keep it up! :)

Jordi- I know I've been really mean to you that you can't resist hanging to Jo whenever I tease you. But of course you know as I know that I like you a lot (not like you like you, you know what I mean, hahahaha). Thank you so much for making me happy. But I give you no thanks for making a tickle-me-elmo while I was playing the cadaver! lol

Daryll- my younger anak, thanks for the brief talking...hope you don't let that Comp result bring you own, you're better than that. :) Take care...

Julie- I laughed at your walk today. Thank you for cheering me up without even knowing, hahaha! Thanks for the hugs that you have generously given me (I needed it a lot).

At meron pa ba...ay, oo! Ano na na ba name nun...joke!

Christian- You've been a really baad guy to me...pati ba naman sa YM??? hahahaha! Anyway I thank you heartfully for giving me so much love kahit na minsan grr you still hit too strongly (masakit tlg!). Thank you for being there to understand my troubles and trips (esp. today, really appreciate your efforts in making me happy and blissfully distracted from problems' reality). Thanks for loving me as I am, kahit na oo nga user ka!!! :P At mahangin (laki ulo!!!). And as you say it often, 'you can call me anytime...' ^^

Lose it now (Or pay the price)

I just had another one of those special days with my UST friends...I have to give it to God...he's soo smart at coming up with things to keep me from crying. Or feeling depressed in my state. Hahaha.

Anyway, it's been done, hehehe.

What I want to discuss here is the problem of greed when it eats through our hearts. My heart, for one, finds it hard sometimes to resist coveting things that are not meant for me. Yes, and I believe only a few would know of it...

I recall my dear aunt's words to me, "Do not nurse unnecessary feelings." I think it is so with my untimely wants at this season. I believe in God's time, that the things meant for us to have will be given to us.

Honestly I am recently struggling with a big bad want, a whim which I hope to take care of as soon as possible. Not that I will satisfy it by getting that one thing I want the most in my heart right now. I sincerely believe that it is not for me to decide to possess such a beautiful thing, that God has other plans for me. Which is why I am struggling...with this profound knowledge that I should lose this fight for that want...for the sake of everyone around me and me as well. My heart tells me to grab it and go, but my mind shouts valid reasoning.

Man's foresight covers a mere short range of what is to be...

I guess that's it...I do have to pray before taking the fall...

"I am not losing this war because I am afraid of the challenge. I am losing it for the purpose of necessity, which I believe shows more of what bravery I have...enough to face the fear of losing something I am not supposed to have. "

Happy and sleepy sunday

1:57 am on my cel time. Darn! I was supposed to greet Christian a happy birthday during midnight...grr...oh, well...I still texted him, whatever...then snore back to my dream...zzzz...I)

7:59 am on the cel screen- I woke up side-lying (oh, so that's how I sleep...) on the left part of my bed this morning, feeling like I just had 6 full cups of red wine. The house was silent of course, with my bros out for the weekend in their basketball tourney. I cleaned up what looked like remnants of the daliy tornado outside my territory, ate breakfast (1.5 slice of bacon cheezeburger pizza) and sat in front of the computer to start my day fine.

...ok, sure there's tons of work to finish (don't let me start), 3 (or 4) long quizzes to make up for monday (2 hours extention of the regular hours, san ka pa), but I do need a loosening up after two long weeks of no staying home, with 2 good Sundays leaving me more exhausted and drained, hahaha.

You know, I can almost hear my (OC-OC) blockmates freaking out with that thought of mine...I know it's a losing battle but Peach- the somewhat rebellious, sluggish girl (you got me) who seems to do full force only when it's cramming time, wahaha (no, wait- don't hit me yet- read on...)

Since I was alone I took advantage of my privacy and listened to my latest cd, checked my email, read 3 blogs, browsed related friendster accounts, later YM- dialogue with Shuri, a fun chat with Riema, Robin, and Tif...then later, i concluded my online time with a stolen (stolen, kasi takot ako bka magicng c ma nd mahuli ako nang d oras) game series of O2 jammin' with Tif in which she defeated me in one round, hahaha- nice one, keep level-upping!!!

Then Ma woke up with a bad head just as I decided to start hitting the books (OK, fine- Holy Spirit intervention's the only way to my hard head?!! Wahahaha). She made me do some tasks, one of which was urging her to eat (which is really tough especially with a picky appetite). Then I set objectives, about 6 of them I think- and started to study whatever I can. But not long after that I began to feel sleepy (not again), so I decided to stand up and cook PC (not personal computer, pancit canton^^) for my choice of lunch.

And study I did. In the middle of that I transfered a few notes to my room and there I slept a bit (the flesh is weak..?), about a good hour, and then I woke up with a new fill of energy, which motivated me to go go go! I took an enormous bite out of my hard cookie of work for an hour.

In the middle of my concentration, my heart leapt with joy at the sight of my Aunt coming into the room- she just arrived from her pastor works. She invited me outside my territory to eat some coconut, which is one of my weaknesses, hehehe. I protested, but my feet quickly carried me to the kitchen (and the outside world).

Later I happened to remember my online assignment in NSTP (due at 11:59 pm!), which led me here. And thankfully I checked my email too, coz I received the news that we only have 3-4 scheduled quizzes for Monday, not the previously announced 5-6 (makeups included, of course).

OK! While my brothers and my Ma are speaking ill of blogging and my blogging habits at the moment (oh, fantastic), let me tell you that I have to leave shortly after this to eat my first real meal for the evening (my father cooked it in Caloocan), and as Ma had told me earlier this eve, sleep early so that I'd be ready to leave tomorrow at 4 am sharp.

So! I'm going? Tag me whenever...and I hope you adore my latest skin as much as I do, hahaha!


my first wheel...(intradermal injection)

man, that looks great...

perfect.:)

another round, Jo?:P

My new ahia is a cool guy

Ahia Jonathan is sooo cool...grabe, as in. And who would have thought na from some old school acquaintance eh magiging close kami...hmm...still a mystery on how our paths crossed. Dati kasi parang wla lang, d tlg ngkakalapit ang landas namin. Now he's even my groupmate for all the activities. Yah, it's official- we'll be spending a good three years together in the same classes, same dilemmas, and same Friday home jeep trips (as ordered by my mammita who still refuses to let me go alone, hahahaha). It's not apparent, but he's sweet (hala bulgar na to, bka mgalit xa) but in a differently gud (and platonic) way.

He's my companion. He insists on walking me after class. He won't go home until he's sure that I am really home...kya nga pag gumagala pa ko around sj he's still there, as in, ang kulit. Sometimes I argue with him about it (among all those things that we debate about in the afternoons). I just think he's supposed to be home instead of staying to check that I'm ok and good in mama's eyes (which btw I independently maintain as promised, thanks).

He eats with me and doesn't make me feel like I have to be some poised lady or what. And he doesn't mind me eating whatevers- he's a food adventurer, so unlike me. I like the comfort that I get in being with him most of my school days, especially when I'm feeling bad, or missing my special crushie for some few hours. Sa aral, motto niya lagi, 'no pressure.' Sa pag-uusap namin, 'enlightening.' Sa itsura ko after a long day, 'mukha kang stressed.' Hahahaha!

He's got this trademark of looking out for me. May ilang beses na rin niya kong nasasabihan like, 'change your clothes.' after pe or dance practices. Or pag di pa ko eat, he'll accompany me to the waffle stall. And during those times when I passively tell him my desire to join whatever clubs or teams, etc., I discovered later on na tine-takedown niya pla ung mga skeds for audition and requirements sa kanyang cell, then later remind me of them! When I go overboard on making a fool of myself in public, he'd always tell me off in a very gentle manner so I'd stop my mischief, even if that means disobeying my desire to mess around, hehehe. He's also looking out for my clothes, my uniform- almost wanted to drag me along Dapitan to Aling Ising's just to get them. And whenever we 'd need some items for class (syringes, needles, etc.), he's offer to buy them for me and I'll of course pay them later na lang.

Minsan bad rin siya. There was one time we went to Chowking after pe out of my halohalo whim (kahit na sinisipon ako, wahu), and ngkataon dumaan si crushie ko from section 5, bsta. And when I pointed him out for him to see, aba, bad reaction! Pangit daw choice ko (pati ba naman ikaw, magsama kayo ni Christian). Wehehehe.

He's a respectable man in my opinion. He's got a lot of logic between his ears, independent nga eh. Bait, of course. And now, he's my real friend. :) I just hope he stays, despite his claims na he might just be using me for the meantime (what if daw). Binatukan ko nga, sabi ko tuloy na lossnaman niya un kung pumalag siya sa samahan namin, coz makakaaway niya si dear Mark, si anak kong Yani, and family, yehey! hehehe.