Heart's not blind

-new piece...
cheap shot, but whatever. remember kids, boredom is poison! and i don't have a death wish for the meantime! hehehe...

Hard to pretend that I can't see
Every meaning of love you give
And yet I turn away 'coz we
Rush things, I think...but we won't leave
This love we doubt yet trust as much

So please believe, it's hard because
No less I hurt...my heart's not blind
One stolid look of nothing such
Takes more of me for what it does
Brought by your eyes which try to find
Love therein...beyond...behind...

I wish to speak, for I love you, but
No less I hide...my heart's not blind
Denying myself...for you I must.

Because I know my heart's not blind.

Not so much of myself without you

It's just a song in my head
Forget it, just listen through your eyes

When all that is left unsaid
Is all I can hold on to realize

That I'm not so much of myself without you
Not so much happy if you're not right here
But I know it, I know what I have to do
And I learn to suffer without fear

I know you're fine through the silence
Say you love me still, but who is she
Who has taken my place...no I'm not dense
So though I love you, I'll let you be

When all that is left unsaid
Is all I can hold on to realize

That I'm not so much of myself without you
Not so much happy if you're not right here
But I know it, I know what I have to do
And I learn to suffer without fear

A poem...*bow* hehehe

Season

You're just a season my love
Sent from heaven above
It seemed

Caught me looking at you
And I thought I knew what I'd do
But no

Yeah you seemed worth the wait
Thought I'd have it too late
Yes I did

But as your olive grandeur
Faded brown, that I'm sure
You did

I just realized my dear,
Since I've known of my fear
I should

I should just wake up, wake up
Dreaming is over, time is up

I should just get on with the season
Let it go, go, go, go, go...gone