I feel like the living dead

Just today we finished our school nursing (you know, teach kids some health stuff for two hours, feed them and play the usual stuff) in Navotas. Fun. My group mates looked very tired after, but I was noticeably hyper after...maybe because of the stimulats I drank together this morning (iced tea and coffee, side by side). And to think both are duretics...(aka can induce bladder letdown, wahahaha)

Sometimes I'm so weird that I even question my own sanity...@.@ But then again I'd have to say that weirdness after all adheres merely to the standard of the human thinking, so what the heck...

Today I just want to scrib, parang chika lang...something I'd do with a particular friend while drinking vanilla frost...

1. Veronika Decides to Die is a rather interesting read. I picked it up due to my bro's academic stuff...and having done that I feel that I would never be the same again. Now if only I could keep my bro from reading it...*closes eyes* Seriously it's adult stuff...philosopy...super profound description of the concept of what it is to be crazy. Being crazy may be clinical, but mostly it is just doing something or being someone which most people are not into. Ayun lang...

2. Ang saya ng holiday kahapon.

It's SAM- Singles Awareness Month.
It's SAD- Singles Awareness Day.

When singles need to mingle, hehehe. So we did, as planned. Nag SM, Quantum kami, dance dance...bonding and eat, window shop, karaoke...ayun. At ako, solo flight nag-service ako dahil wednesday, yehey...

Ang roll call:

• Jords
• Julie
• KR
• Sigh
• Yani
• Ivan
• Ana
• Anni (of course)

Quotable Quotes:

(Me, after Ana gets her vday surprise from the gorgeous birds... *pina-singing telegram with roses and bears namin ang bruha through a theatrical org*)
Me: You know what? This speechless state of yours is my best gift...the fact that we made you feel this way...that's my best valentine gift.

Syrille: Aw, wala akong valentine...
Me: Anong wala? Ako? Kami?
Sy: Gaga xmpre, pero iba nmn un. *pauses* Pero kung kyo nga ang valentine ko, then everyday is a valentine.

I was extremely thrilled...and even touched...with Ivan's sweet gesture of handing me a white rose during the morning. It's the first time a guy actually gave me a real rose (ung una si Bern during my 19th birthday last year). Now I don't know the answer to this mystery, but there's just something about roses that makes them...well, classic. And certainly memorable.

Masaya akong nakapaglagalag ako sa araw ng mga puso. :) At sobrang tuwa tlg ako kay ivan dahil humabol tlg siya kht na he had to go as quickly rin. It really matters a lot, and he's one of the few who easily hit me on the soft spot, hay.

Sad lng ako di ko nakasama si repi, coz he's dating, wahahaha...joke. I just think it would have been happier with him around rin...kalaban ko to sa sayawan, hahaha...

...un na muna siguro. basta. hahaha. Dami pa paperwork. *dies*

Whatever happened to the dragoness?

Stunned.

Just this late afternoon I got to clamp an umbilical cord, hehehe. Yei me.

I was surprised to see how that size of a baby boy came out of the preggy ma's back door...wahu yeah...yes, bangag ako so understand me hahahaha.

Won't say much in detail, basta yun.

But that's not really what I want to talk about tonight. I'm rather tired but I'm sooo game for an entry here. Yesterday offered me a lot of fun without compromising my both worlds, namely the gorgeous birds and the sj peepz.

Mark, Yani, and I went to SM to do something important for school nursing...bsta academics. It was nothing special but it gave us some time to bond, hehehe, so it was cute. Tapos nagdeliver si Yani ng Go nuts donuts sa mga bruha sa volleyball game (Sigh,KR,Ana) na hindi pa pla ngsisimula when we came back.

Biglang gusto na nilang lahat maglaro. Gasgas tlg ako sa sports, and tanggap ko na yun, so I insisted on watching na lang kahit ma-op ako. Pero malay ko ba bakit ganun na lang hatak nila sa kin, napalaro nila ako sa actual field with the net and the sunset coming in...and take note, lahat kmi then nakaputi, so with all the sand flying...hahaha mukha na kming gusgusing pagtapos.

Pero ako di ko natapos. I simply spent the most of what time I could there. Which resulted in me getting caught sa trapik papunta sa next affair ko...a play with two of my sj friends.

Honestly I was already feeling lazy and tired (dahil sa kakatapos na exams) about going sa walk with Paulo and Jreparep. But since I fought for this rare chance na rin earlier in the am with my mama and also dahil gusto ko rin support si friendship os sa kanyang kinacareer na arts sa stage eh sige, kahit pagod, I pushed myself to go go go!

Besides I wanted to hurt Rep again and beat him up like the addict that I am, so sige...nyahahahaha

The play was something short simple, and sweet. Napakaprofound ng meanings na naderive ko from it, and I have to say na parang tailor-fitted ang role ni Os for him, as in ang jologs na yabang na...aw, he did well with handling that part given to him. *claps*

But I was really touched that upon the end of the play he really took the time, came over to give us hugs...old friends do bring that form of unexplainable nostalgia (that washed me then) na hindi ko maget over kahit san pa ko nakakarating. Maybe it's the sj connection, hahaha. And of course coz these are the people na naging part na rin ng buhay ko before.

We ate at Heaven n Eggs...first time na naman sa kin to, hehehe. Dun sa Timog. Then a little chat...os had to catch up na lng. Grabe ang sarap ng food. Tapos after that uwi na kmi, hehehe.

At pag uwi ko ng midnight I thought the day was over na. Pero hindi pa pla, kasi I suddenly had the urge to text rep, basta, I wanted to talk to him pa sa phone. I asked for five to ten mins.

To my surprise he called me nga. I guess I soo underestimated my value before this friend of mine. Until this talk of ours. Alam ko super loka kmi nito, daming ewan times at puro kulits kasi epal xa sa buhay, hahaha- pero seriously speaking mas nakilala ko tlg siya after this 'talk.' Hindi ko na sasabihin kung ano ung mga napag-usapan, pero this is what happened: I understood this friend of mine more than I thought possible.

At nagpapasalamat ako lalo sa diyos na super super ang gift niya sa kin with this guy here, hehehe.

Anyway right now I'm with one of my- actually she's my best friend na girl sa ust now at super labs ko to, si Arianne, or si Yani. Hmm...I think we should go, and just in time balak ko na i-close itong entry na to...I just ranted, hehehe.

Cge, lovey'all and I miss you guys lots. :) Thanks for stopping by...

my cousin, and...look under the cart...

Love to faults is always blind,

Always is to joy inclined.
Lawless, winged, and unconfined,
And breaks all chains from every mind.
-- William Shakespeare