Eni's thoughts

New piece. Tell me what you think.:)

*scenario: lying on bed, a boy named Eni thinks of this before going to sleep*

Eni's thoughts:

Perhaps it really takes time to train yourself to be perfectly honest with me.
I don't know if I'm being the hindrance. Or maybe you.

But it hurts to realize that, after everything we've been through, you still cannot bring yourself to be honest to me.

Thankfully, you're such a bad liar that I see through the poor attempts you make to mask it.

I always want to express to you how much I care and how much I love you.
I love you, I really do. I've proven that to you in such a way that even I cannot fully rationalize.

But how can I completely express that when you don't even want to believe it?

You say you love me, and that I mean so much to you.
But you can't even bring yourself to trust me with that.

Well, maybe it takes time. When will that be?

...

When I'm crying in front of you because of the hurt?

...

Or when I've said goodbye to you-
...forever?

I am loving this song...hahahaha

I came across this in the morning droll sa computer shop.
Grabe, ang galing ng pagkakanta...*gush*

Well, here it is for safekeeping. :P

Sayang ang mga sandaling pinalipas ko
Na’ron ka na, bakit pa humanap ng iba
Ngayon, ikaw ang pinapangarap
Pinanghihinayangan ko ang lahat

Bakit ba ang pagsisisi laging nasa huli
Ang mga lumipas di na maaaring balikan
Sayang, bakit ako nag-alinlangan pa
Tuloy ngayo’y lumuluha at nanghihinayang

Kung maibabalik ko lang ang dati mong pagmamahal
Paka-iingatan ko at aalagaan
Kung maibabalik ko lang ang dating ikot ng mundo
Ang gusto ko ako’y lagi na lang sa piling mo

Sayang, bakit ako nag-alinlangan pa
Tuloy ngayo’y lumuluha at nanghihinayang

Kung maibabalik ko lang ang dati mong pagmamahal
Paka-iingatan ko at aalagaan
Kung maibabalik ko lang ang dating ikot ng mundo
Ang gusto ko ako’y lagi na lang sa piling mo

Kung maibabalik ko lang ang dating ikot ng mundo
Ang gusto ko ako’y laging nasa piling mo