Past day 39 of my post-resignation season, I think the boredom is getting to me and I am wondering more than ever what will come out of this- me waking up anytime I want, doing household chores, cooking, playing guitar, dancing in front of the xbox console, contemplating of times that have passed, reading books, watching television and eating whatever snacks I can get my hands on. The worst would probably be waiting on all my hardworking family members to come home anytime...I mean I am usually comfortable being alone, as I am a natural introvert, but too much of it can be so boring... like having too much of a steaming mug of hot chocolate (which I am enjoying now).
This thought is keeping me awake at 12:30am now. Oh Lord. Please tell me what to do.
Or maybe it's me being impatient and I should enjoy this. But not doing anything challenging really drives me nuts. I dislike playing the housekeeper role. It's something everyone is expected to do/ can do anyway... so mundane, so common... And I wonder why I have to go through with this...ayyyy obedience, is it?
To be continued...
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