another one

grabe ang init dito sa bahay. anyway...

kwento ako about kahapon. kahapon las day ng classes nmin for the sem, and boy was i ecstatic when ma textd me na ok lang me go out with the peepz.

kaso sad ako ksi di kasama si yani. at si marky. ang akin naman ksi if i wanna have full-blast fun to the max, dapat syempre ksma ko sila. not that im saying my other fellow gorgeous birds aren't fun...it's just not a full nest for me without those two. si mark hindi pinayagan. si yani...well, i think tinamad siya but of course that's fine, she's had her day.

and may special guest...si Repa!!! yey! i told him kasi two days ago ata un na medyo disappointed ako kasi parang wla atang labas sa las day of class ko, so he offered to come along if ever. so when he texted me at tapos na mga stuffs ko sa ust, i told him to go moa with my friends na lang.

naturally, addicted that i am, nagdancemania na naman kmi ni repa, talo na naman ako, huhuhu...tapos sina jords, kr, sy, julie, nagshooting todo sa time crisis 4. minsan il finish dat, maybe with rep or yani...hahaha...

tapos after nun jords needed to go. sad nmn kmi. hinatid nmin siya sa jeep station outside, saw her off...then nagkataon may fireworks, e di nanood kami. umiral na naman ang aking girlish fancies...to the point na i tried mimicking a line of kids balancing their steps on a pavement (na may isa sa kanila, realizing wt i was doing, tumingin sa kin with a look of shock on her face). Hahahaha. bakit ba...im not in my uniform, bleh...

After that nagdinner kami sa inasal. We ordered sinigang, chicken, sisig, boneless bangus...ayun, then takaw to the max, hehehe...thank gudness matakaw mga friends ko, yehey la kj, hahahaha

then we rode the car. i freaked out kasi si rep dw mgddrive. ayoko tlg. i deeply trust jrep with my trivial matters but i don't trust him taking on the wheel. with me and three of my friends there. but i had no choice...hmph...wel safe nmn kmi at smooth driver pla si rep (kahit na he soo needed the directions of his driver who sat beside him all the way, thank God).

then as my three friends went off to julie's house for a sleepover, kami ni rep bumaba sa dlsu as agreed, ksi nmn f course as his friend i was willing to accompany him to some business of his...with much risk of getting in trouble with my ma, but here's the lusot: how else do i get home if not with repa? wehehehe...bad bad bad...

so ayun, sinamahan ko siya dun sa building, he made an appearance to his mates, mga active members ng org niya, then we went off as quickly, naglakad kmi around the place na hindi pla niya kabisado, hahahaha...then tigil kami, upo sa harap ng university, usap, then walk uli...tpos umakyat uli kmi dun sa party party nila. may mga people na pero umalis na kami, with rep saying na it's a boring party, hahahaha...ang sma tlg, hindi man lng nghintay na makalabas...

pero honestly ha, i really admired rep for not drinking like those people...nagulat nga ako ksi dati akala ko manginginom na tong batang to...un pla, may pagka-anghel pa rin pala kahit papano. hmm...kasi sa dami niyang exposure sa outside world eh i though nainfluence na siya...hm, surprising ha...

so much to my relief, he took me home na. i was getting sleepy na dahil sa pagod ng exams. at pagdancemania. di naman ako nktulog sa car nila rep kht super drowsy na ko ksi ayoko, hiya nmn ako, hahahaha...

ayun, tapos paguwi ngpc pa ko until i got drowsy and i had to surrender to sleep.

found it

whoa...umiral na naman as always ang diyos ng 11:59, hahahaha!!! You're such a God!!!!

I found my flash disk. It's under the rubble of my bros' desktop...

anyway...trying to get myself busy. i wna go outing. anybody up for it? :)

In trouble now

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i lost my mum's flash disk.
naturally she's ok with lending things, but she's totally gaga over her stuff. I mean she's one of the most ingat sa gamit people na kilala ko. so naturally im dead if i don't find it. huhuhu.

i might need to replace it. but where am i gonna get P900?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i want a summer job.
Lord, asan na ba kasi un? Help me!!!!

To my adversaries...



My soul, wait silently for God alone,
For my expectation is from him. He only is my rock and my salvation; He is my defense; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory; The rock of my strength, And my refuge, is in God.

I feel like the living dead

Just today we finished our school nursing (you know, teach kids some health stuff for two hours, feed them and play the usual stuff) in Navotas. Fun. My group mates looked very tired after, but I was noticeably hyper after...maybe because of the stimulats I drank together this morning (iced tea and coffee, side by side). And to think both are duretics...(aka can induce bladder letdown, wahahaha)

Sometimes I'm so weird that I even question my own sanity...@.@ But then again I'd have to say that weirdness after all adheres merely to the standard of the human thinking, so what the heck...

Today I just want to scrib, parang chika lang...something I'd do with a particular friend while drinking vanilla frost...

1. Veronika Decides to Die is a rather interesting read. I picked it up due to my bro's academic stuff...and having done that I feel that I would never be the same again. Now if only I could keep my bro from reading it...*closes eyes* Seriously it's adult stuff...philosopy...super profound description of the concept of what it is to be crazy. Being crazy may be clinical, but mostly it is just doing something or being someone which most people are not into. Ayun lang...

2. Ang saya ng holiday kahapon.

It's SAM- Singles Awareness Month.
It's SAD- Singles Awareness Day.

When singles need to mingle, hehehe. So we did, as planned. Nag SM, Quantum kami, dance dance...bonding and eat, window shop, karaoke...ayun. At ako, solo flight nag-service ako dahil wednesday, yehey...

Ang roll call:
  • Jords
  • Julie
  • KR
  • Sigh
  • Yani
  • Ivan
  • Ana
  • Anni (of course)
Quotable Quotes:

(Me, after Ana gets her vday surprise from the gorgeous birds... *pina-singing telegram with roses and bears namin ang bruha through a theatrical org*)
Me: You know what? This speechless state of yours is my best gift...the fact that we made you feel this way...that's my best valentine gift.

Syrille: Aw, wala akong valentine...
Me: Anong wala? Ako? Kami?
Sy: Gaga xmpre, pero iba nmn un. *pauses* Pero kung kyo nga ang valentine ko, then everyday is a valentine.

I was extremely thrilled...and even touched...with Ivan's sweet gesture of handing me a white rose during the morning. It's the first time a guy actually gave me a real rose (ung una si Bern during my 19th birthday last year). Now I don't know the answer to this mystery, but there's just something about roses that makes them...well, classic. And certainly memorable.

Masaya akong nakapaglagalag ako sa araw ng mga puso. :) At sobrang tuwa tlg ako kay ivan dahil humabol tlg siya kht na he had to go as quickly rin. It really matters a lot, and he's one of the few who easily hit me on the soft spot, hay.

Sad lng ako di ko nakasama si repi, coz he's dating, wahahaha...joke. I just think it would have been happier with him around rin...kalaban ko to sa sayawan, hahaha...

...un na muna siguro. basta. hahaha. Dami pa paperwork. *dies*

Whatever happened to the dragoness?

Stunned.

Just this late afternoon I got to clamp an umbilical cord, hehehe. Yei me.

I was surprised to see how that size of a baby boy came out of the preggy ma's back door...wahu yeah...yes, bangag ako so understand me hahahaha.

Won't say much in detail, basta yun.

But that's not really what I want to talk about tonight. I'm rather tired but I'm sooo game for an entry here. Yesterday offered me a lot of fun without compromising my both worlds, namely the gorgeous birds and the sj peepz.

Mark, Yani, and I went to SM to do something important for school nursing...bsta academics. It was nothing special but it gave us some time to bond, hehehe, so it was cute. Tapos nagdeliver si Yani ng Go nuts donuts sa mga bruha sa volleyball game (Sigh,KR,Ana) na hindi pa pla ngsisimula when we came back.

Biglang gusto na nilang lahat maglaro. Gasgas tlg ako sa sports, and tanggap ko na yun, so I insisted on watching na lang kahit ma-op ako. Pero malay ko ba bakit ganun na lang hatak nila sa kin, napalaro nila ako sa actual field with the net and the sunset coming in...and take note, lahat kmi then nakaputi, so with all the sand flying...hahaha mukha na kming gusgusing pagtapos.

Pero ako di ko natapos. I simply spent the most of what time I could there. Which resulted in me getting caught sa trapik papunta sa next affair ko...a play with two of my sj friends.

Honestly I was already feeling lazy and tired (dahil sa kakatapos na exams) about going sa walk with Paulo and Jreparep. But since I fought for this rare chance na rin earlier in the am with my mama and also dahil gusto ko rin support si friendship os sa kanyang kinacareer na arts sa stage eh sige, kahit pagod, I pushed myself to go go go!

Besides I wanted to hurt Rep again and beat him up like the addict that I am, so sige...nyahahahaha

The play was something short simple, and sweet. Napakaprofound ng meanings na naderive ko from it, and I have to say na parang tailor-fitted ang role ni Os for him, as in ang jologs na yabang na...aw, he did well with handling that part given to him. *claps*

But I was really touched that upon the end of the play he really took the time, came over to give us hugs...old friends do bring that form of unexplainable nostalgia (that washed me then) na hindi ko maget over kahit san pa ko nakakarating. Maybe it's the sj connection, hahaha. And of course coz these are the people na naging part na rin ng buhay ko before.

We ate at Heaven n Eggs...first time na naman sa kin to, hehehe. Dun sa Timog. Then a little chat...os had to catch up na lng. Grabe ang sarap ng food. Tapos after that uwi na kmi, hehehe.

At pag uwi ko ng midnight I thought the day was over na. Pero hindi pa pla, kasi I suddenly had the urge to text rep, basta, I wanted to talk to him pa sa phone. I asked for five to ten mins.

To my surprise he called me nga. I guess I soo underestimated my value before this friend of mine. Until this talk of ours. Alam ko super loka kmi nito, daming ewan times at puro kulits kasi epal xa sa buhay, hahaha- pero seriously speaking mas nakilala ko tlg siya after this 'talk.' Hindi ko na sasabihin kung ano ung mga napag-usapan, pero this is what happened: I understood this friend of mine more than I thought possible.

At nagpapasalamat ako lalo sa diyos na super super ang gift niya sa kin with this guy here, hehehe.

Anyway right now I'm with one of my- actually she's my best friend na girl sa ust now at super labs ko to, si Arianne, or si Yani. Hmm...I think we should go, and just in time balak ko na i-close itong entry na to...I just ranted, hehehe.

Cge, lovey'all and I miss you guys lots. :) Thanks for stopping by...